Loliad R. Kahn
by Winifred G. Barton |
CHAPTER 6
INTO THE UNKNOWN
Such were the great and wonderful discoveries
made by the early metaphysical pioneers while in the
state of "essence", long before my advent into
this world.
Why has so much of this knowledge been lost to
mankind, you might
wonder. This question can best be answered by relating
one of Zadius'
favourite stories...
"One bright and starry night, the Devil
and a companion were circling
this earthly globe admiring their handiwork and their
domain, delighting
to watch the innumerable souls floundering in the Outer
Darkness. Then
suddenly a bright light flashed past them, descending
directly from the
Halls of Heaven to Earth. The lesser demon cringed.
"What was that?" he enquired, "It
made me shiver ... "
"Ha-ha" chuckled his Satanic
Majesty, "There is nothing to fear my
friend. That was a spark of truth being sent to guide the
people on
Earth; but after the intelligentsia have analyzed it, and
the dogmatists
have taken what is left and adapted it for public
consumption, it will
be totally unrecognisable and quite harmless to us
..."
But such stories as this were not applicable
to the generation of which
we now speak, where men sought humbly after some scrap of
truth to lead
them ever upward.
The nine remaining metaphysicians who had
conducted the Abwa
experiment, having bathed, slept, ate and refreshed
themselves, gathered
in the rotunda of their temple to continue their
discussions. And the
three who had survived separation from the flesh began to
speak again of
what they had learned while in the state of pure essence.
At the time of death the super-mental entity
becomes separated, leaving
the body in two distinct parts, on two distinct
vibrational chords. One
part is pure energy, the other has the form of colour.
The pure spark of spiritual energy, now
without physical identity,
wings straightaway to the abode of its Creator, thus
completing one
phase of the spiritual cycle, to await reunion with its
astral body, or
personality in the form of the purified aura.
Meanwhile, every thought reflection recorded
on the spiritual aura
while anchored in flesh, has to be carried into after
life as a burden
separating the spiritual personality from wholeness. The
astral body,
which at first thinks exactly as did its physical
counterpart, for it is
simply a different dimension of the same human being, or
you could say
the same personality in a different dimension to that
which it knew on
earth, now faces the problem of clarification. Many
astral people wander
aimlessly for quite some time before realizing the
necessity for
proceeding to the area of outer darkness where self
realization is
acquired.
(It might be as well to pause at this point to
clarify the confusion
which arises in such records as the Bridey Murphy case,
in retrogression
through hypnosis, and the various fields of spiritualism
and mediumship,
with which you are probably all familiar.)
Astral personalities reached in the spiritual
dimension by these means
are usually those who have not yet entered the Outer
Darkness.
These entities are not to be confused with
advanced spiritual beings
sometimes referred to as gods, guides, angels and
archangels. Greek
mythology terms powerful guides "gods", and as
representatives of Deity
working among earthlings this term is not misleading.
Christianity prefers the expression "angels";
winged messengers from
supernatural spheres. In Metaphysics we say "Guides",
and these beings,
of varying power and position must never be confused with
the
personalities introduced in forms of hypnosis, who
represent
comparatively recent departees from the flesh who have
yet to gain any
knowledge of what is beyond the veil of outer darkness,
separating them
from cosmic understanding. The only things these people
can discuss are
personal opinions and experiences, which are in no way
representatives
of spiritual advancement. If a human was poorly motivated
in life, separation
from the physical frame will not change the personality,
and such
communicators might add to the popular superstition that
there is such a
thing as an "evil spirit".
Mediumship, (a faculty which anyone can
develop) can take on so many
aspects that it would require a separate book to deal
adequately with
the subject. The trance medium, having more sensational
appeal for the
masses, and apparent ability to contact dear departed
ones, can give
little information to those seeking spiritual progress.
In such cases
the preconscious mind is bypassed and is made unaware of
body actions
during the trance, but when the physical mind again takes
over, the
medium is in no way morally or spiritually richer from
the experience.
Non-trance mediums retain the spiritual
knowledge gained, as it has
actually passed through vibrations of the preconscious to
the conscious.
When the astral body finds itself projected to
a new dimension, it is
quite unable to see through a haze of carnal error. There
is a
realization that the personality has survived death, and
this it longs
to communicate to doubting friends and relatives --
really something to
write home about. It is not until the astral fledgling
tires of the
novelty of meandering in earth's atmosphere that it
yearns to make
progress, and at this time passes into the sphere known
as the outer
darkness.
There is no logical sequence pattern in the
post partum period. The
area of greatest fault is lived out first, over and over
again. Then the
next most prominent error is relived repeatedly, and so
on, until the
energy expended in the reliving and remorse finally
equals the energy
spent on earth in the erroneous thinking, and another
stain is blotted
out of this particular aura-colour.
Any facet of life which has created an
overburden of concentration
must be balanced. Sexual desire, wealth, power, esteem,
fear, vanity,
etc., anything which furnishes material for egotistical
censorship of
the preconscious, and therefore underdevelopment of the
spiritual
personality, causes remorse. For these are the thought
vibrations which
reflect a colour tone of lesser degree than purity, and
show a clearly
defined pattern of motivation by the middle years of life
... ( W.G.B.)
The three metaphysicians told how a guide had
stood by waiting for
their astral selves to gain freedom, then had whisked
them off on a
cosmic tour. Part of this educational journey had
included glimpses of
various people in the outer darkness, and each of the
three had seen
different scenes being re-enacted, but all with
corresponding details.
One told of how he had visited a man who, in
life, had yearned to be a
famous explorer. This ambition had led him to discover
many new lands,
sometimes only small islands, where new races, flora, and
fauna, gems
and minerals were found under conditions of severe
privation. The
monetary gains from this man's discoveries meant little
to him, but a
deep underlying self-satisfaction came from envisioning
himself as a
great man, the founder of a long line of explorers, among
whom he
would always be revered as the greatest of all. He had
even pictured
himself carved in stone, a perfect emblem of strength and
manhood
that would gain the admiration of all who passed by. He
imagined future
generations telling stories of the illustrious and noble
Dimitri.
In continuing to live out his life's ambition,
this man would have to
undergo an endless repetition of his egotistical dreams
until he could
bear it no longer, and fully satiated, could cast aside
this shadow of
earthly life and embrace the reality of the higher life
which lay beyond
the shell of his own making.
Total seclusion is maintained during the
living out period. The astral
personality lives in a world entirely populated with
things of his own
imagination; the ships he sailed, the places he visited,
the crew, would
be real only to himself. He would voyage alone, ego
crying out each time
for recognition, and failing to understand why this was
denied, until
the true motivation behind his earthly actions was
revealed. What a
fearful fate for egotistical man ... solitude.
"How long will this period of self-recognition
continue in terms of
earth years?" the metaphysician asked the guide.
"Until such time as he has passed through
remorse to purity, perhaps a
few decades, perhaps a thousand years or more. It largely
depends on how
deeply rooted is the egotistical drive -- each astral
being is his own
master".
The second of the three had visited a weaver
of cloth, a mediocre
workman, inoffensive by nature, but given over entirely
to ego in that
he sought continuous emotional satisfaction in the
admiration of women.
He had been a well built, handsome man and in early youth
had become
firmly convinced that his appeal for the fair sex was
unsurpassable.
Each new conquest spurred him only to further conquests.
In reliving
these desires, he became more and more the debonair
personality of his
aspirations, and was led into emotional heights
surpassing anything he
had ever known in reality. But all in solitude. And
having surfeited,
the appetite sickened and he pleaded for release.
The third metaphysician had encountered a
woman who had apparently
passed on shortly after childbirth. She rocked the most
beautiful baby
son in her arms; spent every eternal moment planning how
to make a great
man of her child. She envisioned him as a noble prince,
ruler of a fine
race of intelligent people, none of whom lived in the
squalor that had
been her earthly lot. Daily, in her dreaming, she found
some light flaw
in the previous day's planning, and schemed of new ways
to glorify her
son's future. She wished him wealth, health, adulation,
mental
brilliance; but never once while the third student was
watching did she
stumble on the supreme gift, and desire humility and
purity of thought
for her baby.
As this last episode was related, the three
metaphysicians exchanged
knowing glances as a great understanding was born between
them. For
several moments there was silence, until one of the
listeners broke in
with, "Well, what is it? You each appear to be
sharing some sort of
secret, as if you have had a sudden revelation ..."
"We have!" they chorused, each
trying to explain with the others. "We
were each shown some facet pertinent to ourselves,
situations which
struck some sympathetic chord, but which failed to strike
us with their
significance until we heard the others relating their
experiences. Then
recognising how aptly his story fitted an egotistical
weakness, we each
suddenly realized the purpose behind the choices of
examples".
"I sought fame in my imagination,"
said the first. "Secretly saw myself
as a dedicated scientist and pioneer who would eventually
prove our
opponent's reasoning less than our own".
"I do daydream of female conquest," admitted
the youngest and second
metaphysician to make the cosmic ascension, "Even
though I never have
the courage to do anything about it, but the thought is
sometimes there
..."
"My planned achievements did not include
humility and personal purity,"
cried the third, "Oh! how can I have been so blind,
it was only through
recognising the weaknesses of my companions that I at
last came to see
that I had been taught the same lesson ... Ah Ego!"
In this way the metaphysicians came to learn
one more thing about
Spirit, the tender delicate touch of a loving host,
gently showing their
earthly brothers the way. They saw the Infinite Wisdom
and Justice of
Spirit in action. With all their knowledge of psychology,
not one had
been able to recognise a personal weakness when it was
illustrated
through the exaggerated fault of another along parallel
circumstances.
And the guides had shown how not one jot or
tittle could be overlooked
in self-recognition, for in complete self-analysis lies
the key to all
knowledge. Recognition of self leads to knowledge of
fellows, tribal and
social influences, natural instincts; then finally to
understanding of
Him who is Knowledge, Justice, Purity and Infinity.
This striving for personal spiritual progress
must likewise develop
into a passion to promote human progress. No one class
can go its way
alone, mankind is an indivisible whole in which all have
one and the
same destiny to fulfil. In order to gain the
understanding of higher
life and negate the power of ego to possess and
captivate, the thoughts
which revolve around the separative personality must go;
these will be
supplanted by divinely impersonal thought waves
reiterating the truth
that all life is one, and its progression to a higher
state depends on
service, to climb higher the spirit must stoop lower,
gathering in its
fellows. For by such co-operation the human race is
carried forward.
Once the total personality becomes subject to
spiritual law, even while
in the flesh, such a person is no longer subject to the
law of sin and
death. When each human being can truly pray, "Thy
will be done ..." and
echo these sentiments with every fibre of his being, the
glorious race
will inhabit the earth.
Paradise on Earth ... fact or fable?
Why not fact: for all must reach beyond the
laws of sin, disease, pain
and death sometime, as they become subject to Divine Law,
it can either
be done in spiritual or physical life; why wait?
At the time of which we are now speaking, nine
men were within the law;
the six Abwa, (who were fast teaching their fellows) and
the three
metaphysicians who had survived the experiment. The
remaining six
metaphysicians lost no time in completing their astral
education, and
after a few more months had passed, there were more than
twenty people
who fully understood Divine Law.
Soon the Abwa were pressing for freedom to go
forth among the people of
Khe to teach their beliefs, as pure mentation was
transcended by
spiritual illumination and action became a compelling
imperative.
The Metaphysicians had no choice but to grant
this request, even though
a sense of proportion made them somewhat hesitant,
knowing the jeopardy
in which this placed both the Abwa and themselves. For
their teaching
would be beyond the grasp of the average citizens and
contrary to
existing beliefs.
It was hoped, however, that the novel
circumstances surrounding the
Abwas' development might be an excuse to arouse curiosity
and enable
them to circulate for a sufficient length of time to
command the
attention of those whose purpose it was to explore the
varying aspects
of the human mind.
These hopes were amply fulfilled as it became
evident that the Abwa
were possessed of magnetic powers of mental communication
and speech
that held the listeners spellbound. Demonstrations of the
rapid healing
powers of spirit gave factual evidence to the stories
they told and many
were converted the "New Science" as it was
called.
It was about two years after the start of this
public educational
campaign that the nine Metaphysicians were commanded to
present
themselves before the High Council and required to
explain, with
demonstrations where possible, the ideas now spreading
throughout the
land. Their teaching found ready acceptance as the truths
they taught
became self-evident to the leaders.
The nine rejoiced as they prepared sufficient
factual proofs in the
form of charts and video tapes to illustrate the details
of their
experiments. Singly, and then collectively, the Council
were persuaded
into personal investigation of these claims, and became
initiates in the
now busy cells which had been used for the original
transitions.
The success of the new science was so great
that in a short time the
Council of Three elected to explore the spirit world, and
entered the
Metaphysical school simultaneously.
As no one dared question the actions of the
Council of Three,
conversions went forward at a rapid rate, until, at the
end of the next
year, when the Council of Three emerged, steeped in the
truths of
spirit, yet aware, even as the nine were aware, that
their experiences
led them only to the threshold, not the ultimate of
knowledge, the
formerly ostracized metaphysicians were given carte blanc
in all matters
pertaining to the mind of man and its evolution.
A new phase began in the development of my
people. An unfolding of
consciousness that continued for several generations, as
many lifetimes
were spent in total absorption in the quest for further
knowledge.
The originators of the new science, went
beyond their original signal
success and spent the remainder of their lives joyously
teaching
conversion through prayer, meditation and self-recognition.
In each
case it was obvious that the soul had taken over and
assumed control.
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